my pathetic work in writing

adalah Dirimu!

Ketika cinta saja tak cukup,

ketika berbagi menjadi begitu berat,

haruskah hati terbelah?


Ketika ketakutan mengalahkan akal sehat,

kehancuran tlah tiba di depan pintu.



Dan, kehancuran adalah dirimu!


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goodreads info


Thank you, Wordpress….

This journey to silence
Has its worth with time
An eager wager wander
Drag corpses in shudder
When believe is not enough
Where fate is not clear enough
Why is not answered enough
How to feel enough is enough
Commoners is me
Drowned in the slump
Of what you said
Forgotten by ignorance
Six years has pass without an echo
But thank you, indeed for the deed
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Today I Feel…

Today I feel so excluded

So many kept from me
So many thing happened
So many out of me
So many broken promises

From those I believed to be my friend
From those I believed with my heart
From those I believed put me at best
From those I believed I was part of them

Scrath it all!
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A Wandering Thought…

A Wandering Thought…

Alone at dark
Living under glistering moon
A dog that bark
Growling an aspiring run

Alone at night
Lies her under the cotton cloth
Woken in tight
Quietly watch a ticking clock

And shadow would fall
A dream should call
A wandering lust
For the one of some hush
Whom you could never really trust

Is that hard to find
Is that hard to find an equal
One that might
One that might pulled me on my downfall

Yes, I’m smilling
But deep down it aching
I want to scream
But my voice drowned by the stream

Give up is not an option
It’s just the condition
I couldn’t fanthom
I was damned in my own boredom

A wallflower in everyword
Welcome to the cruel world
Where you’ll always be in doubt….

Regret – Sesal

Sesal selalu datang terlambat. Jika tidak, itu bukanlah penyesalan….

Through My Window

real snapshot from my bedroom window

Through my window

The sky is bright

The sun shines

Tempt me away from slumber


Through My Window

See the wind whirl

Seep into the room

Sly warm kiss like an eager lover


Through my window

Rustle the leaves

Ringing an old song

Restless in a way to wake me


Through my window

Undivided force

Verity greatness

Without victory in a little war against exhaustion


Forcing Myself (to Write)

Setahun telah berlalu.

Berapa kata yang berhasil dirangkai?

Kosong. Null……..